I've had a realization....or two.

1.) I love music and I want it to always be there in my life, no matter what.
2.) I've decided that I'm going to be an independent woman. I don't want to end up in a lovely, seemingly perfect relationship, get married, and then find out that my husband is a jerk. I don't want to make that mistake. It seems to me that in some aspects, at least from what I have observed, that marriage is over-rated.

Now I have a little bit more clearer idea of what I want in my life. At least, that's what I think I want. Things could change. Who knows, I might change my mind. I just want things to go well. I do realize things will not always go according to plan, but I want inner peace and fulfillment;accomplishment. you know this little realizaiton I just had remind me of two things; Pippin the musical and a mid-life crisis. Now, I like the show Pippin but I'm certainly not a wishy washy average Joe like the lovable protagonist was and I'm definitely not middle aged. So am I having self-doubts or just a teenaged-life crisis? o.O I doubt the last one really exists because teens, including myslef, can be over-dramatic.

Ah well, like I said; I only want inner peace, fulfillment, and accomplishment. I feel like I could use a little bit more of that kind of stuff in my life.